Camp Casey

I spent this past weekend at Camp Casey in Crawford Texas, and am still processing the experience. I jumped in my car Friday afternoon with a tent, a cooler, and a backpack of clothes and drove four hours, arriving in Crawford around 7:30 p.m. I stopped at the Peace House first and received a warm welcome and an invitation to join them for the weekend. I asked if it was possible to get to Camp Casey and stay there for the weekend. That's where I felt I needed to be. They gave me directions and someone needed a ride back out there. I was glad to have the company and the two of us took off, arriving at CC just before dark.

CC is located on the outskirts of Crawford, about 2 miles down Prairie Chapel Road, a winding road lined with large ranches leading to George Bush's ranch. CC is on two sides of a triangular patch of grass branching off to the south. The camp is restricted to the very narrow strip of land between the side of the road and the fences on the edge of private property. Luckily, there are trees along the roadside, provind much needed shade during the day. The strip of land is so narrow that I could not pitch the tent I had brought - only 2 person tents could be pitched. And the side of the road is a ditch, making it even more difficult to set up the camp.

The people staying at CC are among the nicest, generous people I've ever met. A total stranger offered to let me stay in her tent when it became apparent I could not set mine up. A real bond of camaraderie quickly developed as helped each other deal with the harsh conditions and worked together to keep the camp organized and aligned with the requirements of the law enforcement - roads must be kept clear to allow traffic to pass on the streets unencumbered, the large triangular grassy area cannot be even stepped on as it is private property, no public consumption of alcohol, etc. Everyone took turns with security and clean-up detail.

That first night, the Perseid Meteor Shower gave us a brilliant stellar show as we sat around talking well into the night, getting to know each other. I slept outside at night with a nice breeze keeping the heat down and the mosquitoes away. Security was a concern as we had heard gunshots from across the field and cars and trucks had frequently driven by at alarming speeds and very close to where tents were pitched. The sheriffs who patrolled the area seemed genuinely trying to help us and keep us safe. I am not a fan of law enforcement agencies but I have to say these deputies seemed committed to making the situation work. When there were problems, we were always given the opportunity to handle it ourselves. The property owners in the area frequently phoned in complaints like "a car has a tire on the road" or "someone has stepped on that patch of grass in the middle..." or "there is a wild party going on down there...". Many times the deputy apologized for having to follow-up on the call, and most of the times the calls were unfounded. But we were allowed to get the car moved, remind people to stay off the road and grassy area, without the deputies arresting anyone. I do realize that they will follow orders, and if the Bush people want the camp cleared, it will happen. The Secret Service was everywhere. They were understandably not friendly or helpful. A state police helicopter frequently circled the camp. While it was not extremely tense most of the time, there was a feeling of carefulness. We were all aware that at any time, day or night, something could happen and turn the place into a chaotic scene. Everyone made a huge effort to keep the camp calm and orderly. The gunshots we heard both nights were a reminder that we were not in friendly terroritory and many people do not want us there.

I was able to meet Cindy Friday night, at the Peace House in Crawford. I introduced myself to Cindy and said, "I have a son who just turned 15 this week. I don't...." and I couldn't finish the sentence because I was holding back my tears. So, Cindy finished it for me, "I don't want your son to have to die in a war either." I nodded and replied, "I'm so sorry this happened. I tried so hard before the war began, I did everything I could to protest, trying to prevent it." Cindy stood up off the couch where she was sitting and hugged me and said, "Thank you. Thank you for trying to save my son's life. And I will do everything I can to save your son's life. We have to stop this war." Cindy is an amazing woman. She has a presence that exudes calm, strength, and grace. She never turned anyone away who wanted to speak to her. She would greet me anytime we passed each other at CC. She came across as "one of us" - an ordinary person. I think this is why she is such an inspiration. And she talks a lot about how "we" have the power because we have the truth on our side, and it is high time that each of us reclaim our pwer and demand our govt. to represent the wishes of the people. And if they don't it is time to fire them all.
Cindy is doing something important. She is articulating a cohesive and coherent message. Every reason we were given to justify this war has been proven false. She names the three reasons (a small enough number to remember!) - a connection to 9/11 terrorists, WMD's, and the war was a last resort response to a threat to our safety.. She says this every chance she gets and it needs repeating. I believe her message is something the majority of the people can "hear" and get. Her current message does not turn off middle of the road Americans. It is simple, she states the sources that most Americans respect that have debunked the rationale we were given by our govt. and the president himself - the 9/11 Commission, the WMD inspectors, and the Downing Street Memo. I believe her short and precise message may have the power to catch the attention of people in this country who are looking for something to grab onto to explain their uneasiness with this war. It's like a light bulb is going for many people - she is doing what the Democratic Party could not do in 2004, she is providing an understandable articulation of why this war is so wrong.

The high point of the weekend was the moment that a caravan of cars began making their way along the winding road leading to Camp Casey after the Peace Rally on Saturday afternoon, held in Crawford. Even now, when I think about that moment of looking back up the road and seeing all those cars - I get overwhelmed with emotion. I was one of about 20-25 people who had stayed behind at the camp to keep it secure and organized as the rally goers joined us. There wasn't a dry eye at the camp as we realized what was happening. If you build it, they will come. It was such a great feeling to stand there, waving a peace flag and shouting "Welcome to Camp Casey! We are so glad you're here!" It got a little hectic towards the end of the procession. The deputies even gave up trying to direct traffic. They told us later they were impressed with how we conducted ourselves and handled every situation that developed over the afternoon. I would say over 500 cars made their way up that road to join us. Many turned back when the traffic had come to a near stand still.

There was a time for speakers at the camp, but I missed most of it because I was a "Peace Keeper", and people were streaming in all afternoon. I did run over to the stage area to hear Cindy's speech. It was moving and inspiring. And she speaks the truth.

After the speech, we had our only unpleasant development of the day. The counter-demonstrators had left for the most part before the crowd showed up after the rally. Only a handful had stayed and were across Prairie Chapel Road. They yelled insults and slogans all the time Cindy spoke, and during the moment of silence we had to remember all those who have died in this war. After the Cindy's speech, people began to leave, creating another logistical nightmare! And this is when we had a few people from CC line up facing the counter-demonstrators (CD's), and the back and forth yelling match began. The Peace Keepers were called in to defuse the situation. We asked the CC people to walk away, their actions were only feeding the CD's. The media loved the developing drama and immediately flocked to the area to catch it on film. We pointed this out to the CC people,and most of them realized this was not helping Cindy's efforts. A few men refused to walk away and the tension grew. The PK's positioned ourselves between the two sides, some of us held up our flags blocking the view of each side of the other. This was effective because it's no fun to yell at someone you cannot see! One man from CC, a Viet-Nam vet had an emotional melt down which nearly brought the whole situation to a tragic eruption. It was a sad moment for all of us. This man was trying to speak his truth about the atrocities of war he had witnessed as a helicopter medic - young men with limbs blown off and brains leaking out of their head. He kept yelling, "You don't know what it's like. You don't know. We have to stop this." The CD's taunted him, calling him a traitor. When this man stepped into the road towards the other side, the police told us to get him out of the area or they would. We had no choice but to forceably remove him. I am crying as I write this because this man's anguish was so real and none of us wanted to act against him. We had no choice. The helicopters which had circled all afternoon began closing in and getting lower. The man was in full meltdown. The media had surrounded us and we could not move him as people swarmed us to watch. Another vet, the man with a missing leg in my photos got to him and just hugged him tight. The man collapsed on the ground, sobbing harder than anything I've ever seen. I began screaming at people to "move out back out" and pushed open a clearing in the crowd so this man could be carried to a safe place where he could be cared for. Several trained therapists were on hand and cared for this man until he had regained his composure. He stayed with us that night and I had the opportunity to speak with him at length. I have nothing but respect for him and understood his pain and why this happened.

As the day drew to an end, most people left CC. It is probably a good thing that only a small crowd actually camps out there on the road. Space and supplies are limited. I would guess somewhere around 30 people were there at night, maybe 40. There is a concern for the safety of those staying at the camp at night. In addition to the man shooting his rifle nearby on Sunday morning, we heard gunfire both nights that I was there. For this reason, Cindy has been asked by the Sheriff's office to not stay out there at night. He said he didn't think she would be safe.

At night, we sat around in small groups, talking. Ideas were exchanged, people engaged in dialogue and eyes and minds were opened. And, among the small group I was talking with, there was agreement that we'd rather die there at Camp Casey than go back to inactivity. Something had shifted. We were re-finding the strength of our own convictions - something that had gotten lost these past 3 years. No one was encouraging the use of violence - but the willingness to put our lives on the line for what is right. Our own integrity is all we have left. Our freedoms are being taken away, our minds are being numbed and our hearts are being hardened by this society we live in. We are paralyzed by fear. Apathy is rampant and drug induced. And we all felt that now is the time. Something has shifted. And if we don't act now, we may not have the chance. These are not empty words. People are waking up. I truly believe that. And the govt. will do all it can to put us back to sleep.

Sitting around in little huddles at night under the stars. The people are organizing. And that's one thing we realized. What we are doing scares the "powers that be", currently George Bush and his regime, because when people start talking TO each other, when they come together, that's when they are powerful. The power of Camp Casey goes way beyond the public demonstrations caught on camera and the interviews given. The power of Camp Casey is what is happening between everyone who steps foot on that small strip of road and realizes they aren't alone. And hearing one person say, "We are tired of this shit and we want it to stop." (Cindy speaks from the hip!) gives another person the power to say it, too. It's what's happening there when the sun has set and the people come together and begin organizing to never let up - that's why Camp Casey scares Bush.
I am hoping to go back to Camp Casey at the end of the week. And I ask each of you to go. Find a way. We have to keep this going.

Comments

[ray]

wow.

keep doing what we can.

[Bruce]

beautiful. thank you!

[Jeff]

You should be ashamed of yourself taking advantage of that greiving, insane woman to further your own socialist agenda.

[Gale]

Thanks Ray and Bruce. You two should jump in your cars and head to Texas! You're needed here.

Jeff - stop listening to FOX news.

[Jeff]

One question: Why pick on Bush? Why not Kerry, Hillary and Biden? They ALL voted for the war too. Because it is not the soldiers you all are really worried about. You couldn't care less. It is about your socialist agenda. C'mon... fess up! :)

[Seymour]

Thank you, Gale.

[Jo]

This is incredibly moving. And you're right, it is so simple. See how it has your troll sputtering? Thank you for the heartfelt account. I will link.

[Ms. Jane]

Gale, your post moved me deeply and has given me the energy to get involved again. Thank you!

[badgerbag]

Thanks for posting this, Gale. That's some powerful, wonderful writing. I'll spread the word.

And I agree that it is worth it to stand our ground to end this war.

[Gale]

thank you all for your comments. I've been a flurry of activity trying to get ready to go back for a few days and I'm speaking at a local candlelight vigil tonight. People are ready and wanting to make a change. We have to seize this moment and keep it going til this occupation of Iraq has been ended - and get our troops home, alive.

[leblanc]

thank you so much for doing this, and for sharing this. i'd have so much to say about this .... but it's all been said already and i just want to nod my head, bow it for a moment in silence, and try to rethink ways that i can activate.

[missbanshee]

Thank you so much for all you are doing. Just...thank you.

[Don Myers]

This is a great post. I wish I could join you there!

Perhaps in September we can start Camp Casey East outside the White House...

[Gale Winds]

Thank you Leblanc, missbanshee, and Don, for your comments. And yes Don, that is the plan, when Bush leaves Crawford to head back to D.C., Camp Casey will follow him. They will not stop.

I'm heading back in a few hours and will bring all your words of support with me in my heart.

[Melissa Gira]

Simply, thank you.

[Shannon]

You all are causing a fuss for all the wrong reasons. These men and women signed up to serve their government willing, NO ONE forced them. National Guard, Reserve, Active Duty, a combat zone at some point in time could one day be a possibility when you sign those papers. And I'm telling you right now, they're proud of what they do, and what they were doing over there. Whether they agreed why they were there or not, it was and is there job and they do what they're told. And they all died proudly and honorably. And personally, protesting her son's job in his name is anything but honorable.

[Gale]

Shannon, there are many soldiers who are not proud of what they are doing because they realize they have been lied to. They realize they are not protecting their country, our country, from an imminent threat. Many of our soldiers signed up for duty trusting our government to only send them to kill people, and risk their own lives, for very specific reasons - to defend us from a real threat, and protect the freedoms we have cherished since our nation began. They have been betrayed and we have been lied to. While they have been honorable in their duty, our government under the leadership of George Bush has been less than honorable. And there are some people in this country who will not stand by and allow our military to be put in harms way for greed and lies. This has nothing to do with the honor of our military. It has everything to do with the honor of our nation. And we have been betrayed. If you care about our military, you will hold our government accountable for the lies they told. You will hold our government accountable for the senseless deaths they have caused. And you will demand an end to this occupation of Iraq.

[Jeff]

Define 'Many'. In truth it is a minute minority. Less than 1%.

[Gale]

and which freeper site did you get that info from?

[Jeff]

From my cousin on the ground in Iraq. He doesn't know one soldier that thinks Sheehan is even sane, let alone correct. She and her followers are little more than a joke to them, entirely clueless to what is going on in the world.

I'm sure I'll be banned now, but just had to shed some truth in this dark dismal corner of the planet.

[Gale]

I see, you expect the soldiers IN Iraq, who are in the middle of this insane war, to say they think Cindy is doing the honorable thing for her son and that they, too, don't believe they are fighting for a noble cause. That would go over well, I'm sure. I can imagine how safe the soldiers feel to say this to each, when they have to stay there and carry out their orders, and continue to work together and depend on each in a war zone. If the soldiers feel this way, they are smart to keep it to themselves.
And the absence of soldiers voicing opposition to being there is all the proof you need to make some statistical analyis of all the troops and claim less than 1% would agree that our President lied us into a war and that all the killing and death has been for a less than noble cause.

The 6,000 deserters don't seem to agree with the reasons they have been asked to kill people. The G.I. hotlines have been flooded with 3,500 calls a month of soldiers wanting help to get out of military service with stop-loss orders creating a backdoor draft and keeping soldiers in service long after they have completed their obligations.
Your brother won't hear from the soldiers who write home expressing their regrets about what they are being forced to do, and the soldiers who write home saying the whole thing is a mess and they don't know what they are fighting for. But I've heard these letters read by their family members who are trying to stop this war - some who will never see their loved ones again because they've already been killed, fighting in a war they did not believe was noble.

So the next time you want to throw out some statistic, have some facts to back it up please.

[Jeff]

Ditto.

[Jeff]

Read and weep
http://www.nationalreview.com/goldberg/goldberg200508260816.asp

[Gale]

LOL - this is why I would never ban you. You provide proof that the things I write here can't be contradicted. The article you link to has nothing in it that refutes what I have written, or supports your claims. So, in other parts of the world there has been an increase in positive views of America - the reason for which the article says can't be determined as a consequence of what is happening in Iraq. The article talks about how things are improving in Iraq because more people there are buying cars and the constitution is being written - which now is in shambles and a return to fundamentalist law. And the article says morale is high in the regular army and less so in the reserves.

The article fails to mention the increased violence in Iraq, the fact they they still don't have steady supplies of electricity and water and medical care/supplies. The article gives no basis for its claim of high morale. And it certainly doesn't mention that Bush's aproval rating is plummeting and so is the American's aproval of this war.

So... you linked to that article to prove what?

[Jeff]

LOL!

I give up!!!